14 days ago I could rapport of my best 9 last holes ever: +2. No big deal for most of you guys probably, but I'm not playing from scratch - not even close. So nobody bothered to comment.
But now it's back to misery again. I'm especially mishitting my drives and losing a lot of my first balls in play and getting terrible scores. I'm frustrated to see that "all" my TGM knowledge doesn't make me better than all the other hackers I'm surrounded by. There must be something terrible wrong in the way I make use of all this TGM stuff. Or I'm probably not making use of of it and I am demonstrating the definition of insanity week after week.
Of course I'm better than before my first visit to Cuscowilla in 2010, but I can still make just as bad shots as before and some times they pile up like a bad curse. I have to get more systematic in my approach and get control over this mess - step by step, but I don't seem to be able to do it and feel lost from time to time (or even most of the time)...This sucks..
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Edited a week later: Now I'm even more lost. No. 30 of 33 in our old boys competition.
I'm just an old hacker .. again.
It's time to crawl under a rock.